it's been 40 days since you gone

All my life, I will never have enough breath and chance to return and pay what my parents have done and sacrificed for me.

40 days ago, I lost one of them. My Dad has ‘return’ to His Holiness’ place.

I lost the one that have given me knowledge in live, in love, and in everything that’s important to be a meaningful human being.

As a daughter, I haven’t have a chance to make him proud, to make him smile, and I still owe one thing to him that I promise I will make it happened someday.

Daddy, I was honored to be part of your life, to have your blood, to have your legacy, and to have you for being you.

Daddy, once again, I love you so much, I am sorry that I was not there when you need me the most, forgive me for frequently argued with you, forgive me for everything.

Daddy, may Allah give you His best place on His side, and I promised we will not give up, we’ll continue your legacy and the one that definitely what you want us to do, to survive, yes……the fighting spirit will still there, even more. We promised we will never let you down.

Daddy, thank you…….love you always